Wednesday, December 02, 2015

My Mission in Life is at a CrossRoad now.

I have been protecting you all from my true life story since you have known me. I have disconnected from all friends and family to protect you. This is why I seem so distant. I took on this burden out of love. I really do LOVE you all so VERY much. At this time, I ask you to keep the best memories that you have of me alive and remember me as I was at my very best. Many have tried to clone me via emails and texts, phone calls etc. The truth is, you will only know the true me by what you feel in your heart and spirit. That is where I ask you to keep me. In your heart. All of my most sincerest love and best wishes, Amber Dawn Of The Cross

Tuesday, November 24, 2015

Demi Lovato - Stone Cold (Live In Studio)


Amber ~ Of The Cross
Sentiment 2001-2002- Notice the little mouth click at 1:12 ;)

When you are too young... TELL YOUR MOTHER! Demi Lovato - Cool for the Summer (Official Video)

Thursday, November 19, 2015

Happy Birthday.... This one is for you- Benny Goodman & His Orchestra - The Way You Look Tonight



A short tale of HER story

"You and I go beyond this realm.

Whatever we were-

only God knows. I do know that

despite the struggle of being human...

I had some of the best moments,

and some of the worst...

My best memories of you, the ones

that I much prefer to think back upon

are the ones where we were just, ourselves.

The game we had to play, for whatever

reason we were set up to play it- I am glad for it.

Before we officially met-
-That beautiful sunny day that you took that stunning
"flying leap" over the curb on the hill by Astoria Blvd...
I was supposed to talk to you and I said, "Not now. I'm not ready."
I then rushed to the post office to pick up a parcel. I was shaking like a leaf.

After we agreed to play the game,
One night, under the stars. I let you know my mission...
On my stairs, you looked up to the sky and most honestly and sincerely said, "Not now, I am not ready."
I was the loser... You have no idea how I wished you would have been on my team.

You have NO IDEA the journey I took to get that door open for you.
Interestingly enough, earlier this month after not speaking to you for 12 years,
I was on my way to the Post Office to pick up a lengthly delayed
parcel, my first, from Mexico.
The item I gave you was one I have not touched in over 10 years, I requested it be brought to me that very day just moments before I handed it to you.
I don't remember if there was any note, card or papers inside. I had to do it with faith.
Just know, there was opposition, it was not a smooth acquisition both in the past nor the day we crossed paths, weeks ago.
After giving you what I did, I was on my way to the post office, yet again, shaking like a leaf.
Timing is important. Especially when you deliver things for a living.
Work on that affect you have.
It could be more effective if given the right spirit and direction! "
Happy Birthday.







Wednesday, November 18, 2015

Wiz Khalifa - See You Again ft. Charlie Puth [Official Video] Furious 7 ...





I saw this video at about 2:30 pm yesterday afternoon.

I missed the movie.

I gave up my obsession with cars and stuff 13 years back.

Friends are more valuable, lives are more important, SOULS are more important.

Friday, November 13, 2015

Monday, November 02, 2015

Robyn - Who's That Girl

Wednesday, August 05, 2015

~*Hello*~

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I'm on Instagram

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Wednesday, January 07, 2015

Hello!


I have been feeling pretty good for the last few days and decided to say hello and share some of my work from 2014.